*warning*
Mention of suicide.
Nimisha's pov
It was mid night, my tears were not stopping, after the sunrise my swayamvar would be held, I had decided to myself if I have to see the sunrise tomorrow, before that i have to see his face or else I'll not see the sunrise.
Currently it was late at night, I was unable to control my tears, pithashri had put two maids in my chamber to keep an eyes on me, even me and Anika could not talk anything from yesterday personally, Anika was sitting beside me,
"Rajkumari, rona band kijiye, dekhiye aapaka poora shareer kaamp raha hai, aap itanee der se ro rahee hai"
(Rajkumari, please stop crying, see your whole body is literally shaking, you are crying from so long)
she said wiping my tears I just looked at her blankly, She leaned near my ears and whispered
"Rajkumari, apane aap par niyantran paane ka prayaas kariye, varana vo jaakar ransa ko bata denge"
(Rajkumari, please try to get a hold on yourself, or else they will go and tell ranasa)
I pushed her a little and stood up from my bed and shouted stepping a little back
"unhen jaane dijiyega, ham ab unase nahin darate,unhonne ab had paar kar dee hai"
(Let them go, I am not scared of him anymore, he has crossed the line now)
the chamber was filled with my loud cries, I sat on the floor, anika came to me running and sat beside me.
the two women sent by pithashri were heartless they were not even interested in it, they were now tired of the drama
"I don't even know if he is here or not" I said in a low voice gritting my teeth, the two women suddenly turned to us and glared at us, we became quite.
Fuck how did they even hear it they are so sharp, Anika was about to tell me something, i think i should do something before it's too late, she knows something about him
I got up and ran towards my dressing room even before anyone could follow me, I went near the mirror and saw my reflection, the two women along with Anika came inside before they could react I took a metal box from the table and smashed it on the mirror, the mirror scattered into many pieces, before anyone could come near me I took a sharp, large glass piece and kept it near my neck.
i knew I was doing wrong, i knew this was not a right step to take, but I had no other way to stop this swayamwar, they will definitely not let me out now.
The two women were shocked they looked scared, I smirked, I knew it, after all he could never see his little princess dead, not until I push him to the limits, I am his only daughter after all, i never wanted to go against pithashri but now he is forcing me to do so.
Anika said Stuttering,
"ni...nimisha, wh...hat are you doing, pl.... please keep it down, you will get hurt"
I said ,
"That's why I have kept it Anika, not to get hurt but to take my life"
One of the woman sent by pithashri said being scared
"Raj.... rajkumari ye aap kya kar rahi hai, kripya use neeche rakhi hai"
(Rajkumari, what are you doing please keep it down)
Another woman said
"If Ranasa get's to know he'll be very angry"
I replied "ham bhee to yahee chaahate hain"
(I want that to happen)
They said being scared ,
"Please do not do that, ranasa will kill us"
I smirked and said,
"Anika, I know you know something about him, tell me, don't be scared of them"
She was hesitating as they were glaring at her not to tell anything, I took the glass piece near my neck again, as soon as they saw that Anika said in a loud voice
"No, no rajkumari do not do that, rajkumar is here only, in this palace, he knows about your swayamvar, he tried to talk to you but he couldn't" i smiled
I knew they would let me meet him if I was about to die, this was my last option after trying everything in my capacity, i did not want to die, I wanted to live a happy life with him.
My hands were shaking, tears were not stopping, even though I had made up my mind to the worst, I was not able to cut my neck, I saw them coming near, i immediately took that glass piece and cut my wrist....
I could see anika's eyes widened, she ran towards me shouting my name and held me, she said holding my bleading hand
"Nimisha have you lost your mind, what have you done"
"Just go and call hi...him anika"I said
She made me walk towards the bed slowly with the help of those two womens, my vision was becoming blur, I saw Anika running out of my chamber before closing my eyes...
Devansh's pov
I was in my chamber, tossing on my bed it was very late night I was thinking about tomorrow's swayamvar.
Just then I heard loud arguments from outside of my chamber, I went out to see who it was, it was Anika who was fighting and screaming at the guards who were not letting her in, as soon as she saw me she ran towards me and feel down with her hands joined
"Ra.....rajkumar, please do something, it's nimisha sh...she harmed herself because she wanted to see you, she didn't want the swayamwar to happen, she is unconscious, please do something, come with me please"she said in one breath
Guilt washed over me
"What are you saying Anika what did she do come let's go fast" I said and we both ran towards her room...
As we reached there i frowned seeing Dhanveer already there fighting with the guards, i ignored it and tried to go in but mama Shri's guards stoped me and said "ranasa has ordered not to let anyone inside, please stay out"
"Let me in, I have to go in"i argued
I saw nakul running towards us and he tried to go in but the guards stoped him and said
"no one is allowed in yuvraj ranasa has ordered, not even you"
Nakul was arguing with them, i took the opportunity and barged in the chamber, and saw mamashri sitting outside her room, I ignored him and ran inside, anika following behind me.
As I entered I saw nimisha on her bed with all the vadiya's and maids running here and there trying to save her.
I halted my steps, felt terrible looking at the sight in front of me, she is lieing there because I am a fool, I am not able to do anything.
mama Shri followed me and looked at me and a few guards held me back from going near her.
I greeted my teeth and said "What kind of a father are you, your revenge became more precious than your daughter's life? What was her mistake, loving me? Or being born as your daughter?, why do you hate us so much?what have we done..."
"Oh the Little boy has become a big man now to raise his voice at me like that" he smirked and continued patting my head
"Your pithashri broke my sister's heart, he broke my trust, he ruined her life, shame on him, and you dared to love my daughter but you are his son, his son, you will be just like him" he said holding my jaws tightly
"What do you mean he broke your trust, he broke my mothers heart? Why would he ruin her life? I don't understand what you are telling, pithashri would never hurt maa"
"You don't understand?" He said laughing like a menace, i frowned my brows
i slightly tilted my head and saw nimisha, I wanted to hug her and cry, i pushed him and ran towards her and held her hand
"Nimisha nimisha what did you do, what have I done to you, please wake up..."
before i could complete the guards dragged me back,I was controlling myself from punching each one of their face it was not difficult for me but it was not the right place to fight when she was fighting for her life, I didn't want to create more trouble for the doctors.
Mama Shri came and said "i know, you are here to take her you are just like your dad, i know you won't believe me, go ask your dad" before i could tell anything he looked at his guards and ordered to take me out of the chamber.
I couldn't bare to look at her like that, I pushed the guards and went out.
I saw parth, nakul, and Dhanveer standing out side , parth came to me and held my shoulders and asked
"What happened jyesht, is she alright, what happened"
I couldn't tell anything, anika told them everything.
"What, jyesht what will we do now, now we can't take bhabhi with us"
"Bhabhi?"Dhanveer asked
"Her health is more important parth" I said glaring
"I don't think the swayamwar will be held tomorrow, not in this condition, we should just pray to God to save my sister" nakul said looking up
They forced me to go back to my my chamber as they were not letting us in.
As soon as I entered my room my tears were not stopping, I was scared, I was scared of being left alone in this world without her what have I done i should have done something before she thought of taking extreme steps like this.
I just sat on my bed with my face buried in my palm and prayed for her to be alright..
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